Halima Aden quit the fashion industry as she had "zero excitement" seeing her face on magazine covers.
Halima Aden had "zero excitement" seeing her face on magazine covers.
The 23-year-old model quit the fashion industry recently because she found it so hard to "see herself" on the front of magazines as she felt "so far removed" from the final image.
She said: "I had zero excitement because I couldn't see myself. Do you know how mentally damaging that can be to be to somebody? When I'm supposed to feel happy and grateful and I'm supposed to relate, because that's me, that's my own picture, but I was so far removed. My career was seemingly on top, but I was mentally not happy."
And Halima - who was born in Kakuma, Kenya - spoke of the importance for her to have control over her own hijab for any modelling work, so much so she would have walked away from a contract if they hadn't have let her put this as a clause in the paperwork before signing.
Speaking about the first contract she signed, she added: "There are girls who wanted to die for a modelling contract but I was ready to walk away if it wasn't accepted. I eventually drifted away and got into the confusing grey area of letting the team on-set style my hijab."
Halima admits she has "anxiety" thinking about the next few months after spending so much time at home during the coronavirus pandemic as she was always away during her career.
Speaking to BBC News, she said: "I was having anxiety thinking of 2021 because I loved staying at home with my family and seeing friends again. I'm grateful for this new chance that Covid gave me. We're all reflecting about our career paths and asking, 'Does it bring me genuine happiness, does it bring me joy?'"
Sheffield's very own all girl group Pretty Fierce are still on a high after the recent release of their debut single - 'Ready For Me'.
Three nights before the end of his current tour Will Varley returned to his home town of Deal to delight a sold out crowd in The Astor Theatre.
With only a few days to go before Portsmouth based songstress and producer WYSE releases her new single, 'Belladonna', we caught up with her to find...
Colorado raised, Glasgow educated and Manchester based Bay Bryan is nothing if not a multi-talented, multi-faceted artist performing as both...
Former Marigolds band member Keelan Cunningham has rediscovered his love of music with his new solo project Keelan X.
Wiltshire singer-songwriter Luke De Sciscio, formally known as Folk Boy, is set to release is latest album - 'The Banquet' via AntiFragile Music on...
Electronic music pioneer and producer Annie Elise says that the release of her first EP - 'Breathe In, Breathe Out' feels "both vulnerable and...
Ahead of the imminent release of his second solo album - Dekker, aka Brookln Dekker, took time out to let us know about the musical project he...
Sheffield's very own all girl group Pretty Fierce are still on a high after the recent release of their debut single - 'Ready For Me'.
Three nights before the end of his current tour Will Varley returned to his home town of Deal to delight a sold out crowd in The Astor Theatre.
With only a few days to go before Portsmouth based songstress and producer WYSE releases her new single, 'Belladonna', we caught up with her to find...
Colorado raised, Glasgow educated and Manchester based Bay Bryan is nothing if not a multi-talented, multi-faceted artist performing as both...
Former Marigolds band member Keelan Cunningham has rediscovered his love of music with his new solo project Keelan X.
Wiltshire singer-songwriter Luke De Sciscio, formally known as Folk Boy, is set to release is latest album - 'The Banquet' via AntiFragile Music on...
Electronic music pioneer and producer Annie Elise says that the release of her first EP - 'Breathe In, Breathe Out' feels "both vulnerable and...
Ahead of the imminent release of his second solo album - Dekker, aka Brookln Dekker, took time out to let us know about the musical project he...