Alanis Morissette has revealed she used food to quash feelings of fear and loneliness when she suffered with an eating disorder in her teens.
Alanis Morissette used food to quash feelings of fear and loneliness.
The 37-year-old musician suffered from the eating disorders anorexia and bulimia when she was a teenager and has admitted her struggles with food came from an unhealthy desire to bury her feelings.
Writing in her blog for iVillage.com, she said: "There are often traumas and abuses/neglect that are begging to be healed. Fat can be a way to protect ourselves and survive, a way to control something in a world where everything feels out of control, and a way to stave off profound fear of feeling our feelings. I often find anxiety, fear, boredom, disappointment, loneliness, excitement and grief to be the top feelings food can attempt to prevent."
Although she has overcome her disorder, Alanis - who has an 11-month-old son Ever Imre with her husband Mario 'Souleye' Treadway - still has a "fraught relationship with food and fat".
She explained: "See, my fraught relationship with food and fat has always been a cloaked invitation into a more profound kindness to myself (one I have so often ignored). Being kind toward my fragility in the face of a monolithic message of perfectionism and intolerance has not been an easy path - nor, I'm ashamed to say, a consistent one. Writing about it helps."
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